UNFORTGETTABLE TODAY

since when everyone think i'm a pumpkin head？

and since when i start to try my best to help every single things you all want me to do?

am i doing the right thing?

or i'm just a stupid fellow?

helping people i dont think is wrong...

but why?why you guys always make me disappointed?

i really appreciated everyone of you..

no matter how my parents talk bad bout you all

i still believe you all wont do that to me..

i believe you all is the awesomeness friend in my life..

but...but...WHY???

every time when i need help non of you guys can accompany me..

even if i only want to talk in the phone..

the answer always will be "sorry, i with him/her...call you back later"

or

"sorry, busy with something now...will call you back,cheer ya.."

how wonderful answer is it..

till now i also cant believe i really wait for you all to call me back..

how terrific am i..

when you guys in trouble or in bad mood..

i wont miss up your call..

Even though i'm busy..

i know i cant fly over your side and accompany you..

but i do everything i can to help up..

why i can,you guys cant??

is it i'm not human??

or you all not human??

things happen today i really cant forget..

i really try very hard to forget it..

but, when i think back.....my brain come out so many why..

when you call me to go fetch you at B***** while i in town eating my dinner..

in 1sec i say yes to you..

and the next thing i do is,i eat non-stop like Dinosaur although the food still damn hot..

i think around 30min i reach you place..

but why today you cant do that to me?